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Lina Nurfiqah.
I'd rather be me than be like you.

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Lina Nurfiqah
I am totally taken by OngNenChung
I love my bestfriends truckloads; they are my everything!
Just so yknow, I am in love with red roses and teddy-bears.
&& I am normal ; I can be mean sometimes.

Be nice with me and I'll treat you the same (:

invite me;
lollypops-si.feeqah@hotmail.com

Zeriouslydesires

Wish I can have it!
Vaio Pink Laptop
Sidekicks Juicy Couture♥
Dslr Camera!
Full set of make-up!
Mini vacation with him♥
Full set of brushes.
;D Runway Fashion Show
Long hair, indeeeed!
5 Inch Heels and Angle boots
...... too much!

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Monday, December 1, 2008

Welcome December :)

' and Goodbye November!
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I am spending my day in this home with my wonderful-happy family. I love to be with them! Haha. Oh yeah, 3rd-5th December I'll not in Brunei so I'll update after that date, yes? I am just thinking what I am gonna do for this holiday. I just want to make sure that I've fun and enjoy my life like before.

This are the lists;

Go to the beach.
Hangout with best friends and cousins.
Trip to Kuala Lumpur.
Training Wushu out from Brunei.
Active my self in Wushu.
Blind date =,=
Having fun with my self.

For now, thats the list. Hehe :D I am so-totally jobless here and I don't know what to do to kick my jobless away from me. You'll meet me at MSN world like 24 hours online. Actually, I am away from my laptop, thats why I usually reply your text like hours after that -,- I know it's annoying *nodding* but at least, I replied your text rather than nothing, right? So, I am so sorry for the late reply. I'll chat with all of you if I am free. *big smile* :D :D





Okay, I watched this movie last night. I know this story is kind of childish. Yeah, I admit that I am childish, I am stubborn. So what? Who cares. This is me! :D I love the story, it's totally cool. I am in love with their moves. They are good in dance especially the hero, Drew Seeley and heroin, Selena Gomez. Oh my, I wish I can dance like that! Haha. I asked my dad to find a dance club for me so I can learn how to dance. But then,

Me : Babah, aku kan masuk kelas nari eh. Cari kan ah?
Dad : Mana sajaa.
Me : Banar ah?
Dad : Bah lakastah.
Me : Ke mana?
Dad : Kau jua kan jalan.
Me : Ke mana? Cari kelas nari kah? Banar?
Dad : Ke jamban, babah kan b*ria! Hahaha *laughing and walked away.

Pffft! I hate that. Haha. I was so excited sudah but then he was kidding with me. But, he did go to the toilet. Haha. My dad is feeling so well already but I bet that he is pretending fine in front of us. I knew this when I asked my cousins. -__- Hope he will be fine. Amin. I love you!

until here








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Sunday, November 30, 2008

I changed my blog's skin again.
Plain, simple and nice (:
I'll be away for few minutes, hours, days or weeks.
I'll update when I feel too or when I am free.

Oh yeah, I am a bit okay now and my decision is still like before.
I am move on but I won't give up.
I'll stay like before.
Until there is someone who teach me how to give up and makes me go wow!
Want to be that person? Call me! =,=
Haha, just kidding. Whatever it is, I'll like this.
I am stubborn? Who cares.


Let me tell you this;

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until here♥





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1:58 PM

Friday, November 14, 2008

.NEW LAYOUT.

As you can see, I changed my layout!
Again, haha.
I told you, I am jobless.
So, this is what I got when I am jobless.
New layout baby.
(o_o)
Gah, I am tired.
Its took more than one hour.
Searching the layouts, changing the codes and changed another layouts.
And, finally, I am in love with this layout.
It's 2:25am.
I am not sleepy yet.

I want him!
Help me =,=


.....until here ♥


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2:20 AM

Thursday, November 13, 2008

.TELL ME WHY?.


-_-
I am so jealous right now.
I am jealous because of my sister.
She got a new laptop as her birthday present,
from my coming-soon-brother-in-law.
Haha.
Dad, I want one too!
I was like, wow. Oi, aku mahu jua wahh.
Haha.
She's lucky to have a great man in her life.
Not because of that present.
But because of this man is loving her more than everything.
This man is her first man in her life.
I am happy that both of them are more than happy.

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Oh my god.
As I am sitting here, writing all of this, I am holding tears inside.
I miss that man.
You-know-who-you-are.
I miss the man with strong hands to comfort me.
I miss the man with sweet voices to calm me.
I want to talk with you.
Gaahh, I can't stand anymore.
But, I won't give up.
Believe me.
=,=


o_o
By the way,
Thank you abang kuuu.
Kau memang yang terbaik, LOL.
My brother bought me Easi card, greaatt!
And thanks too for being understanding.
"Everything will be fine, Fiqah"
Yeah, everything will be fine, hope so.
They realized something about me.
I love my family bahh.
They are great.


.....until here ♥


tell me if my words are wrong :D









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Sunday, November 9, 2008

.MERINDUKANMU.

saat aku tertawa di atas semua,
saat aku menangisi kesedihanku,
aku ingin engkau selalu ada,
aku ingin engkau aku kenang.

selama aku masih bernafas,
masih sanggup berjalan,
ku kan slalu memujamu.

meski ku tak tahu lagi,
engkau ada di mana,
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu.

saat aku mencoba merubah segalanya,
saat aku meratapi kekalahanku,
aku ingin engkau selalu ada,
aku ingin engkau aku kenang.

selama aku masih bernafas,
masih sanggup berjalan,
ku kan slalu memujamu.

meski ku tak tahu lagi,
engkau ada di mana,
dengarkan aku ku merindukanmu.

dengarkan aku,, ku merindukanmu


this is for you :D





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7:49 PM

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

.HERE I AM.


well, it's Wednesday.
yess, it's Wednesday baby.
I keep on counting for this day.
know why? let it just be a secret.


I woke up at 10 exactly. And, again, I am absent. Oh my god, what happen to me? Hoho. Nevermind. I am so lazy again, the reason for-you-info. No, actually I woke up around 12 am midnight cause my alarm was so annoyed me! HAHA. I set my alarm at 12 am to remind me that the Wednesday is coming :D :D And, I smiled very big then I slept again. Few minutes then, I received a new message from him to wake him up at 6 plus in the morning. I replied that message but I-don't-know what I wrote until in the morning, I read my message back. Idiot! But, thats what my heart said.


So, I set the alarm again around 5:45 am cause I am afraid that I can't wake up around 6. I managed to wake up by the way and I woke him up too. Then I messaged him for morning greeting and continued my dream until 10 am. Wah, I am god enough in making a dream. LOL. I talked crap here. You know, I am happy that Wednesday is around me. :) I online my MSN world but my status is still away. I surfing the internet for awhile but then I changed my mind. I knew that only me, my sister-in-law, my two young nieces and my maid in this house. What I did to throw my boredom away? I went to my maid's bedroom outside then I knocked her window, like suddenly! The response, "YA ALLAH, FIQAHHH!" Haha. My auty kelihatan kaget banget and kept on talking like this to me, "Fiqah, kalau autie lagi lamah jantung, ge mana?" HAHA. I knew that she is a healthy woman thats why I dare to do like that, and yes, I am loving it.

♥ IT'S WEDNESDAY BABY!!



I watched this movie, Great Teacher Onizuka. Haha. Old long story but this is a great story (y) I laughed very well and that made my sister pissed off. Then, for the first time, my family ada makan petang. Well, I wanted to drink tea tarik but then, everyone at home wanted it too. At the same time, my sister and her finance went to the shop so texted her to buy some food. I love to eat like this. And, my brother just brought a new-cute-baby-kitten, name Elle. The name given by me ( got the idea from the Pocoyo cartoon, haha )




I MISS YOU AGAIN? =,=



I got the messaged again from him. The examination was unfair, thats what I can say. Banartah! Just hoping that he will achieve a very excellent result :) I am on the phone with my grandma since I miss her so much. And I played run-there-and-here with my 2 years old niece. Our voices be the king and queen in this home. I love that. I took my shower with her again. She is so naughty and funny. I love her. Well, I know this post is bored! Who cares. In this house all day will get the bored story, told you that!



COME WITH ME, YES?

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8:38 PM

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

.I MISS YOU.


This is just a random post.
I just want to say again and again,
I miss him more than so much.
I can't stop.
Really, I can't.
Batah bah hari rabu ane!
Hahaha.
I just messaged him and it's so funny, for me.
That message actually from him, he sent it to me last month, maybe.
I foward back to him but I changed a lil bit.
When I modified that message, I laughed very well.
My sister-in-law pissed off and threw pillow to my face.
Funny!



I keep on saying his name.
Here and there.
=,=



SIL : Oi, nada nama lain kah?
Me : Nada. hahaha. aku rinduuu.
Sis : Panat. Ea rindu kau kan?
Me : Entah. Enda kali. Haha. Paduli ya.
SIL : Kesian.
Me : Aku rindu ea. Hahaha.
SIL : Tegigit lidah jua karang orang yang kau sabut ane.
Bro : HAHAHA. Over!
Sis : Enda ge baik ne utak mu ah.
SIL : Buntu sudah hahaha.
Me : Biarin dong.
Then..
Bro : Bila terasa rindu, ku sebut nama mu *singing*


HAHA.


I remember that song.
That song, used to be my late mother's song.
She used that song as her ringtone.
I don't know why but she loved that song.
Really.



"Bila terasa rindu ku sebut namamu,
Dengan harapan kau akan muncul dalam tidur.
Bila terasa rindu ku bayang wajahmu dalam angan,
Dan barulah ku terasa bagai disembuh."


This is for me.
HAHA.
I say your name whenever I miss you.

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8:08 PM

Monday, November 3, 2008

.LET ME BE THE ONE.


Today, I don't go to school. I woke up around 9 plus and I got headache. Hell yeah, this headache bothering me everyday. I still not taking my shower because I am lazyy, LOL. I don't have any mood to do that :D Well, I am not ready to move to other school yet because I know I am going to miss my friends at Maktab Duli. I don't want to move! Really. Dad, can we change the decision? I know it's too late. I thought that my friends there don't love me but they do, right?

I miss to go to school with Uncle Ismail's car everyday. I miss to hit Hakimah and Nasrun :D Haha. The most I miss, I miss them, GT-ers club. They are great and the history classmates too. Akif and friends also.

I want to go back to Maktab Duli.

Suddenly, I got a called from Maktab Duli that I will do my lesson in Maktab Duli for this November. Thats mean, next year I will go to SMSO. I am still in Maktab Duli? Yay! After I got that called, I jumped and jumped at my bed. LOL. I am happy. I am going to meet them again ♥

HURRAYY!


I can still join the GT-ers club for the Gala Night! Wah, cool. But, I skip the VIP Days. Very cool. (y) Maktab Duli, I am back!!


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Sunday, November 2, 2008

.I LOVE YOU.


Here I am again.
Baby, I am too bored here!
I am fucked bored.
I have nothing to do.
Let's see.
Online?
Eating?
Lying?
Walking around?
DVDs-ing?
For sure, I am screaming!
God, I am bored!
Can you guys just give me toys here? Or Barbie dolls?


Nothing I can do for this Sunday.
I took my pictures just now.
It's totally suck!
You guys can see how much I am bored in my eyes.
Absolutely bored!




Yes, you are the one
You know who you are.
I am totally missing you so much.
Wish you are here.
Can you spent your time with me, please?
God, tell in his dream that I am missing him.
And, I need to be with him




This is the random picture.
I love my messy hair there.
I don't want to comb it because I am totally suck!
I mean, aku kusut waaahh.
Who cares =,=
I switch off my handphone.
How come I did?
But, yeah, I did.
And, I threw it tadi at the floor.
I didn't meant it.
I am jobless.


I need you here..
and I LOVE YOU

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4:21 PM

.it was fun.

Today.. I woke up around 6 am plus. I can't sleep well with reasons. My dad is not at home, so just us in this sweet home. My brother, Wafiy brought his friends along to sleepover here. Helmi, Hafiz, Yusri, Ammar, Marwan and Helmi. They are so hot! I mean, totally handsome (y) My older brother and second brother, Ewan and Bubui also brought their friends to our home last night. Muntui and Rahimah. Gapai and Ain. They are couple. Azwan also. Our house last night was totally meriah. :D :D Oh yeah, Lalalovelove also here but just awhile.

Back to the story today. I took my shower around 9, I am being a very good girl. Took my shower earlier and ate my breakfast. Cleaning the bedroom and then online-ing. But, my status is awayy. Just ignore that! I chat with him also for awhile and invited him to my home. But then, he was still busy *sigh* it's okaay. I just miss you, thats all.


I AM BOREDDDD
=,=


My sister-in-law, Faizah, brought me to the shop just for few minutes. She wanted to modify her jeans so I was asked to join her. Yeah, I did. I am not in mood today and I am totally missing him. I did a stupid job tadii. HAHA. It was greattt, I am loving it. I drove the car for the first time. Actually I am afraid. But then, I am screwed up! I hate to be like this so I decided to do the job that I-don't-want-to-do-for-this-year. But, I did! Yes, I did.


I DROVE THE CAR! HURRAY!



I knew it's not good for me because I am still 17 years old. I don't care! I just want to cheer my self. I want to be happy, at least. Before I drove, I read 'Bismillahirahmannirrohim.' I read the doa. My sister-in-law was laughing because she knew I am nervous. When the car started to move, I was like "WAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!" Haha. I scream out!

Me : WAAAAAAAAAAAAH *screaming.
SIL : Bising. Talur eh!
Me : *takan brek* Berijap eh!
SIL : Bah, jalan wah. Talur kali.
Me : *baca doa for the 2 times* Bah, lagi semula.
SIL : Hahaha. talur banar. Batah eh! Nada papa tu.
Me : HAHAHA. Siuk eh.

I was like HAHAHAHA until arrived at the parking. It was fun! Really. By the way 'SIL' refers to sister-in-law. I want to try it again. I will die if my dad knows about this. So, let just keep it shut. I better go now, I want to wash the car because I am bored. ♥


I NEED YOU HERE, please?

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12:39 PM

Saturday, November 1, 2008

goodbye October...

Welcome November



.YOUR WORDS ARE HURTING ME.

seriously :/



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8:54 PM

.I MISS YOU.



my handphone is not with me.
my brother took it before the mid-night because of some reasons.
i miss you so much.
i feel like nothing without handphone.



GOD, I NEED MY HANDPHONE, PLEASEE?



just for few hours, he said.
but, come on! i need it now, beside me.
i want it back!
pleaseee! oh my, i need my handphone.
i miss someone so much here.
you know, i miss everything about him.
i wanted on the phone with him.
yeah, we did.
but, just few minutes because he was busy.
i know, i am sorry for disturbing you.
(=,=)
it's okay, i trying not to think about it too much.
but, hell yeah, i miss you like so deep!
tomorrow is still there, waiting for us, yeah?



it's 2:40 am.
i am still awake.
i need my handphone wah.
i need to hear that 'conversation-record'
i am the only and one who knows what is that mean.
i miss the voice.
oh my god.
seriously, i need it back!



GIVE IT BACK TO ME!




to someone who know who you are,
i miss you

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2:31 AM

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

.The New Day ♥.

I am kind of lazy today to post new blog.
I mean, today was fun with them ♥
But, you know, I am lazzzyyy to write all the stories was.
I promised you guys I'll update today's story next day.
Maybe midnight, tomorrow or I-don't-know-yet :D
By the way, I just cut my hair this afternoon.
I don't know why but I just feel like let's-do-it!
I am not love my new hair, but for me, it's okay after all.
I hope this hair, I'll comfortable with it.
Make me love you, babe!



Lina Nurfiqah.
Thats my hair.
Short? Yeah, I know.



This photo was taken by my sister-in-law.
I think this was the 8 shot after taking mine!
Crazy, it's hard to smile. Haha.
Well, I do love this, don't you?



Random photo babe.
I know, ugly yeah?
Well, just for funn. Who cares :D



Comment my hair, hate or love it (:

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8:54 PM

.The Random Post.



Rusydi and Lina.
Okay, he was my ex-classmate when I am in Primary 4.
I guess so, at SRHMJM Kiulap, yes?
Haha. I know, I still remember the memories.
I just met him back at Maktab Duli,
guess what? I miss to tease him so much.
Well, can say that I am closer with him other than else long ago.
He is a naughty boy and yeah, a good-bully person.
Don't mad at me, thats the truth!
"Banyak dah berubah kau ah, satu ja enda, lakat lating," he said.
Thats the words that came from his mouth when he met me back.
See, he is so meaaaann!
I am kidding, but yeah sometimes. Haha.
p/s: Nah, gambar yang kau request dari kelmarin. Majal! Hahaha. Awas kau tagih ge aa. Ku masuk kan sudah. Pakse ku tunduk gambar with kau, cause I AM TALLER THAN YOU! :)

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7:42 PM

Saturday, October 25, 2008

I Love You.




I love you so deepppppppppppp!

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10:00 PM

Thursday, September 25, 2008


Hello

I am here for blogging my un-updated blog. Today I woke up around 8 because I can’t sleep well. I had a not-really bad dream, just which that dream bothering my mind. Then, I switch on the television and watched it until 11, I think so. I online the MSN thingy and checked my Friendster. It’s a bit bored but I guess I don’t have something to do. My 2-years-old niece then came to me and lying next to me saying, “Ucu, neneng.” I asked her to tell the maid but she refused. She wanted me to do her ‘neneng’ and started to cry. So, I have to do it. I just want to be the nice and lovely bungsu (auntie)
*big smile.

I am happy with my day today. My families were bullying me all day but me still happy. I fell more closer with them and I know our love becomes bigger and brighter. Well, I know we love each other even we don’t say it. We just explain it by bullying each other, joking around, sharing and caring, and the most important is always being there no matter what is going on. That’s why I am proud being one of Muhammad Murat’s families. We do argue or fight everyday but we never hate each other. Congratulation to my dad and especially to my mom because taught us become a smarter and being good person. *wiping the tears.

My niece and I took a shower together. We did the bubble bath *giggles. I love to do it and you have to try it sometimes. I edited some pictures of mine (taken yesterday) and will download it later but not all. I am bored and nothing I can do in this home except shouting. Lol. My brother and my sister-in-law also my dad called me a monster because of the teddy bear thingy. They said I will be a monster if someone touches my teddy bear. No, I am not. Wait, I mean I am not become a hulk or monster thingy, I just don’t want to lose that teddy bear or I-don’t-know. Only them know what I mean so don’t try to take that teddy bear away from me. I slept around 4 until the baduk and my dad woke me up, smack me with the pillow. I love you dad!

I went to the shop after that with my sister and she bought me the recharge card. Thanks sister. There is a story about the recharge card and the ‘dating’ thingy but I don’t want to mention it. I felt embarrassed and it’s kind of private story. Maybe, heee. My cousin called me for awhile and we talked stupid talking and saying that, “I miss you!” for how many times. After that, I am on the phone with him, just now, and shared what I’ve done today. I know I talked too much, like non-stop but that’s me. Sometimes if I remember that I talked too much, I fell like oh-my-god, am I too talkative? I am shame with my self but at the same time; I can’t control my self to stop talking. What I have to do? Practice not to hyper to talk? *nodding. I need someone to help me. I hope my prince charming will love me for who I am when I am with him. Haha. Just joking. This Saturday, we are planning to go to Gadong or somewhere to buy our stuff. Tomorrow will be a busy day since have tahlil at my grandparent’s house. In the morning, we have to go to the mother’s grave so I have to sleep early. Until here then, bye....


Me in th magic-mirror ♥
My 2-years-old niece ♥

Big love from me


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11:11 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008

Oh baby.
I cant sleep.
Not sleepy plus I just cant.
I am surfing for hours and still not sleepy.
What the?
I am thinking about the training.
I did the damn mistakes.
Believe me, I am not too flexible like used to be.
I don't know how to make it again.
Practice makes perfect.
I just want something.
SATAYYY!
Help me *sigh.

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3:02 AM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Today is Wednesday and I don’t go to school. My next examination will be on Monday and Tuesday. So, now, I just want to relax my mind and get a rest. Yesterday was the worst day in this month. I don’t know why but that’s what I feel. I got accounting’s examination yesterday, paper 1 and 2. I didn’t do the very well revision either for this subject. I thought it will be easier because I love this subject. But, I am wrong. Those both papers were horrible! I am stuck.

I thought I can do well in the Paper1 due to the Multiple Choice Question. But, I can’t! The paper was truly hard, not like what I think. One hour for me is not enough. I answered it like playing a die. Only pick A, B, C or D. Its fun by the way. But I knew that will be not okay. It will be the worst paper ever! Suck. My brains went wow. We didn’t have any time for paper 2. I mean, this examination was continuous exam. So, we had to sit there for 2 hours and half. Bored! But, for me the paper2 was easier than MCQ. Its okay compared with the paper 1. I could do well and I hope it will support my result in those paper. Hopefully…
Then, I felt I am not in the mood. I am kind of moody yesterday. I don't talk with my dad or brothers or anyone. I just locked my self in my room and switch off the lamp until midnight. Then, I checked my blog, I did online at MSN but I dont chat with anyone. I felt weird about something. It's been a week already I being ignored by someone. *sigh. I am writting something then I threw it to the floor. Oh, what ever! Now, my maid angry with me because my room more messy than before. Lols, I am sorry auntie. I will do it again. Haha. Now, I feel good. I dont have to tell the reason.

So, I think I have to revise for the history. I admit that more and more I have to read. I know I don’t enough time! I have to move on. But, well you know who I am. Love to do the last minute revision. Well, pretty suck! I have to do it now or else, I will cry for my result. That’s it! Wait, I think I have to rest my mind first. Can I just start it tomorrow or later? Yeah, I know I can. *giggles. I am sure I can do it this time. Just pray for me the 3 hours paper will be easy. Oh come on tutors, don’t be rude with the students. Let us relax for this paper. I am crazy, I know.

I don’t fasting right now because I went to the hospital this morning. The friend of my mother called me yesterday saying that today is the day I have an appointment with the Doctor Amir. It’s not the private ‘Doctor Amir Clinic’ or what so ever. That’s the doctor’s name, and I went to the government hospital. I think his name Amir or Amin. I don’t know. So, the doctor said my weight is lower than before and that’s not too good. I said I am in diet and he replied that I am slim enough. That’s a good news babe! I have to eat veggie but, you know I don’t eat veggie. He asked me to take care of my self like my mom did. I know, I know. *nodding. He said my mom was his best friend and she had a god attitude. I just keep on smiling because I don’t know what to say anymore. My mom was the good nurse and she did a good job! I love you mom.

I have to check my blood again. I always check it once in four months or above. I don’t know why and I do it since I am in primary three in religion school. I am still a little girl that time. Years ago my mom did this to me. I mean she would be my own nurse, taking my blood. But, now, it’s another nurse. I don’t like her. I am just kidding. Sorry madam! I have to drink something after that or I will be faint! I still drop my tears even I do this for how many years already. Shame on me! I am big girl already but still crying if the nurses give me an injection. Who cares by the way? Nothing will change that, right? Thanks to my mother’s friends for taking care of our family’s health, still even my mother died. That's why my mom loved you.
I think i have to go. Fare well.. and I miss you!
Lina Nurfiqah MM (:



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Friday, September 5, 2008

4th September.

Hello (:
I am bored. Plus, I am not feeling well cause I think my ‘dugal’ has come back since it’s a fasting month. But, I still try my best for fasting. Gosh, it’s hurt actually. What happened yesterday? Well, I woke up around 10am maybe and I realized that I am sleeping at the floor. What the heck? Haha. I remembered after I had my sahur, I did my revision for awhile at my bed. My bed was mixed up with the notes and papers. Everywhere until now. I don’t want to arrange it since I know I will mix it up every time I do my revision. My room now becomes messy. Who cares..
I am nothing to do so I decided to go for a shower. You know, our school is now having flu of end year examinations so we are able not to go to school. This is different from other school and it’s really fun. And I usually did not take a bath earlier like I did yesterday. But, I feel fresh. Haha. I went to the kitchen and nothing at the table. I mean food stuff. Its Ramadhan dear. I forgot! No, I am not. I am just kidding. I asked my maid why our home so silent? Where are there? My dad and step mom went for work. My siblings had to go to the school. Only me and the maid at home. Its fun *giggles
I checked my brother, Bubui, bedroom. Guess what, he didn’t lock it. Yahuu! My heart said, “This is the chance for us to enter the room.” Haha. I entered the room and lock it from inside. I started ruah-ruah his room. And, I found some books that I wanted to borrow from him but he didn’t allow me to read it. The reason, I am having my exam. Then, I found some DVDs and decided to watch it. Sorry brother. Then, I realized the mattress! I step on it and JUMPED! Jumped, jumped and jumped. Haha. Fun!! The mattress became messy and I ran. Brother, I love your mattress. Someday, I’ll pretty sure take it from you, yes? I will discuss with dad.♥
I checked my hand phone and got one message. From my uncle saying that they invite us to sngkai at their house. Okay, will tell the else later. I went for online for awhile and reading romance novel. I finished two novels in a day. Believe me! Hee. Then, I read the books owned by the brother and watched the DVDs. I love my day. *big smile. After that, I went to the shop with the sister. We bought some stuff for our selves. My brother texted me and asked me to buy him a Easi card. I said yes but have to pay it back! But, naaah. I don’t claim any payment from him. I am a good sister *winks! (y) Then, we went to my uncle’s house. I just wore long-hand t-shirt and jean plus the tudung. Same with the sister. As we arrived there, my aunties and cousins wearing the baju kurung and jubah. Like, oh my god! Haha, wrong place sister. And, the day end. Fare well.
p/s : boring uh? yeah, i know ♥

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Saturday, August 30, 2008

Hello to Saturday (:

Today, I woke up at half past eight, exactly. Then, I went to the toilet and washed my face plus brushed my teeth. I realized something was wrong here. Oh, I am at my auntie’s house at Kuala Belait since yesterday. I sleepover here cause last night the whether was not good for me and my sister to go home. I checked my lovely-cutie hand phone and it was off. What’s wrong? Then, I remembered I woke up at 4:45 am and waiting for five minutes to wake up him, si Lampuh. Hee. Unfortunately, my battery’s bar only left half bar. Then I checked my bag looking for the charger and its not there! I am tired and I am so sleepy plus headache. So, I decided to message him. But, then I felt guilty and thinking what if he don’t wake up at that time cause he have to wake up to prepare him self to go to school which is very far away from his house before 6am. He said so (: And, I have promised to him that I am going to wake him up. So, I tried to missed call him as usual and suddenly, BATTERY IS EMPTY! Good. I love that and I continued my slept until the morning.


Back to the story. So, I found the charger at my cousin’s room and charged my hand phone. I ate my breakfast ; Nasi goring plus cucur ayam and sosej. I wanted to drink milo but there is no milo. Never mind, just drink the hot tea. After that, I switch on the laptop and began to online. I just go to www.ownskin.com cause I want to do themes for my hand phone. Yeah, I did it and I did some wallpaper animated and flash! Yay, I am happy. The themes are so awesome. And, I download some softwares for my hand phone. My sister said that we’ll going home at 10am and I have only 20 minutes plus. I asked her either she take a bath here or at home. She said at home and I followed her decisions. Haha. So, we were ready to go home. Goodbye Kuala Belait and Welcome to Tutong! Oh, we changed the car with my auntie. That’s the proposed why we are at Kuala Belait yesterday.


I am home! I walked through the room and lying on my bed. I got the headache back and didn’t have any mood cause thinking about that ‘bestfriend’ did to me and this Sunday function ; either go to the weeding or to the Mall with them whom I love. My cousins had warning me to go to the function and it’s a MUST. My grandparents and parents also! But, how about them? I don’t know what to do. I hate to be in this situation. The only solution, I go to the weeding then I go to the mall after the ceremony. Perhaps? I still don’t know. I cried thinking that and this. And, my eyes were closed.. I am sleeping.

At 3pm, I woke up cause my dad ruined my dream. He hit me with a pillow and said, “Anak dara pemalas! Bangun!” Like, what the hell? I opened my eyes and looking to his face. He smiled and laughed. Then, he walked away. Shit! I walked to the kitchen and sat down there. My dad and my step mom were cooking something. Smells good!

Me : Bah, apa tu?
Dad : Apa kau mahu?
Me : Ceh.
Mom : Bapa mu masak ayam masak tiram.
Me : Oh, patut tah. Lapar ku ee.
Dad : Lapar baru tah bangun. Pemalas! Eatah tahu mu tu tidor.
Me : Mana ada. Ea yang ngacau aa. Siapa jua suruh bangunkan aku.
Dad : Balum ge mandi tu. Entah siapakah laki mu sudah kau kahwin. Kesian bakal laki mu. Baik tah di bagitahu awal ne. *geleng-geleng.
Me : Bertuah kali ah laki ku. Ane balum ge kahwin, eatah malas malas dulu. Sayang jua masa ku bujang ane. Babah jealous tu wah.
Dad : Entah kau eh! Karang babah balik kampong kali, baik kau ikut.
Me : Durang bibeh?
Dad : Enda kali.
Me : Pasal apa pulang aku misti ikut? Ngaleh ku eh.
Dad : Berubat lah di kampong.
Me : Pasal?
Mom : Kau damam ah.
Me : Ohh *pouting my mouth.

Then..
Dad : Bukan pasal ea damam. Bawa berubat pasal ingat kan kahwin ganya! Eatah yang ada dalam utaknya ah. Kahwin saja. Biar nene nya ngubati.

WHAT?? Its freak! I am not! He is the only one yang cakap dulu. Gosh, okay! You won this dad. This is your day and next day is mine! I have to go. My dad knocked my door and said, “Bah, balik kampong” Just now. Oh, I missed call him but he rejected it! Nevermind. I wanted to share my problem but, yeah, he is busy maybe. Fare well.

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