linanurfiqah.

Biography

Lina Nurfiqah
I am totally taken by ~~OngNenChung~~
I love my bestfriends truckloads; they are my everything!
Just so yknow, I am in love with red roses and teddy-bears.
&& I am normal ; ~~I can be mean sometimes.~~

Be nice with me and I'll treat you the same (:

invite me;
lollypops-si.feeqah@hotmail.com

Zeriouslydesires

Wish I can have it!

Vaio Pink Laptop

Sidekicks Juicy Couture♥

Dslr Camera!

~~Full set of make-up!~~

~~Mini vacation with him♥~~

Full set of brushes.

~~;D Runway Fashion Show~~

Long hair, indeeeed!

5 Inch Heels and ~~Angle boots~~

...... too much!

Thembloggers

Click them!

LADIES (:
Afifah Naqiyah
Amalina
♥Amal Farina
♥♥♥Amal Hayati
♥♥♥Anisah & Naufal
Aqiqah
♥♥Aryna Ladybug
Azah HAL
♥Ella Safri
Hajah Himmah
♥♥Hikmatull Su'aidah
♥Iffah Husna
Kufil
Mahirah
Mall J
Mas Amalina
Mazarina
Maziyah
Mumui
Nadzatul Nabilah
Nadzatul Nadhirah
♥♥Nadia Peranchis
♥♥Nikmatun Nabilah
♥Nisa
Nurafiqah
♥♥♥Nuraqidah
Nurhamizah@Icha
♥♥♥Nurul Haziyah
Qeen Jamil
Wadia'tul
Yayai
Yean Moka
Yetty Manaf
♥♥Yuyu Rahim

GENTLEMEN (:
Adeeb Badson
Ade Eraizat
Ahmad Faiz
Akif HAL
Alif HAL
Aaron
Dj Aliff 914
Duan
Hakim (SMSO)
Hakim (MD)
Harrith
Jekizan
Khalid
Luqman Hakim
Maly Lutzka
Mohammad
Ranoadidas
Relzz
Renzo
Sky Raven X
Sharif
Uncle Yeo
Yasir

Pastmemories

My past is part of my life.

♥ July 2008
♥ August 2008
♥ September 2008
♥ October 2008
♥ November 2008
♥ December 2008
♥ January 2009
♥ February 2009
♥ March 2009
♥ April 2009
♥ June 2009
♥ July 2009
♥ August 2009
♥ September 2009
♥ October 2009
♥ November 2009
♥ December 2009
♥ January 2010
♥ February 2010
♥ March 2010
♥ April 2010

Creditorials

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Sunday, November 30, 2008

I changed my blog's skin again.
Plain, simple and nice (:
I'll be away for few minutes, hours, days or weeks.
I'll update when I feel too or when I am free.

Oh yeah, I am a bit okay now and my decision is still like before.
I am move on but I won't give up.
~~I'll stay like before.~~
Until there is someone who teach me how to give up and makes me go wow!
Want to be that person? Call me! =,=
Haha, just kidding. Whatever it is, I'll like this.
I am stubborn? Who cares.

Let me tell you this;

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[click to see large view-,-]

until here♥

Labels: Random.

♥written by yours truly

1:58 PM

Saturday, November 29, 2008

♥♥♥

I am totally don't have any idea what to do with my life nowadays. I can feel that I am pretending happy, but yeah, I've to do this. I thank to them for trying to cheer me up. I did cheer up.

But, I still can feel something missing. -__-

This Saturday was so-not-fun-at-all. I planned to sleep at PP's house today until I-don't-know-when but then it was canceled for some reasons. Tomorrow I'll be busy with my so-called siblings and cousins. They want to go somewhere and enjoy our weekend! Actually, we have plan this last two weeks or three (?), I don't remember but we didn't know when will be the day. But then, they said it'll be tomorrow since something wrong with me!

It's my favor to go this week cause I am damnly need a fresh environment. Haha.

What did I do today? Oh ya, I went to the Hospital in the morning, had a date with a doctor and ate my breakfast outside. I went home after that and took a rest for few minutes, waiting for my dad and played with my nieces. My dad gave me some dollars and I spent it half of them today! My cousin came to my house and we straight away went to the saloon. I cut and did treatment for my not-so-nice-hair =,= We there almost 4 hour plus cause my cousin did something to her hair also. I went home again and we ordered Pizza Hut, so delicious! I went to the shop again and bought some DVDs and some of my private things. Haha. I watched 3 of that DVDs just now and I am totally tired. And, for the first time, I left my hand phone in the drawer and turn it into silent since morning until night. Well, at least, I am trying to forget it!

And, no picture today.

To my dad, hope you will get well soon and be like before. You are my stone cold dad! (:
I am so sorry cause I don't talk with you so much nowadays.
I don't want you feel something different with me, I'll be fine.
No worry no more dad. I'll be like before soon.
I love you so much daddy ♥

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It's become so hard for me to be surprised. But you are bringing back the real me (:
No judgement in your eyes.
It's like the way you make me feel like I am finally something real.
The words are so hard to find but I am gonna get it right this time.
Just come and take my fear away and make me strong enough again.

until here ♥

Labels: My Love.

♥written by yours truly

11:39 PM

Friday, November 28, 2008

TAGGED BY YUYU AND FAIZ

1. Each blogger must post this rules.

2. Each blogger must being with ten facts about them.

3. Other blogger who are also tagged must also state the rules and ten facts about themselves.

4. You must choose ten people to give this award to and list their names at the end.

5. It is essential that tag is left at their tagboards, letting them know about the award they've received.

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Ten facts about me;

1. I am tall :D

2. A girl.

3. Addicted to Kinder Bueno nowadays.

4. I drink Iced Milo everyday =,=

5. I love this number.

6. I am lost without someone.

7. I am strong but easily cry. (?)

8. I smile when I hurt before I cry. Haha.

9. I love all my friends.

10. I love me!

I tag;

Aryna

Amal Electro

Akif

Ida

Zaidah

Qiqah

and anyone?

Labels: TAG.

♥written by yours truly

8:16 PM

TAGGED BY YUYU

Rules;
1. Put your Itunes, window media player etc on Shuffle.
2. For next question, press the next bottom to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE YOUR SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag 7 people.

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Are you male or female?
Sempat memiliki - Yovie & Nuno ( ih? -_-)

Describe yourself!
Bila rasaku ini rasamu - Kerispatih ( oh my.. )

What do people feel when they're around you?
Tak bisa hidup tanpamu - D'Masiv ( wow, that's great :D )

Describe your current relationship.
Yang ku tahu cinta itu indah - Afgan ( yeah, that's true! )

Where would you like to be now?
Saat kau pergi - Vagetos ( where is it? =,= )

How do you feel about love?
Bunga Jiwaku - Yovie & Nuno ( haha, out! )

What's your life like?
7 things - Miley Cyrus ( kinda, hee )

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
Cari Pacar lagi - ST 12 ( this is totally not okay, haha. I am laughing now)

Say something wise.
Merindukanmu - D'Masiv ( yeah o_o )

If someone says, "is this okay", you say,
Orang Bilang - Wali Band ( what? )

How would you describe yourself?
Aku ada untukmu- Nubhan ( yes, I always be there. Haha )

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Di antara kalian- D'Masiv ( no comment, haha )

How do you feel today?
Saat terakhir - ST 12 ( oh gosh :/ )

What is your life purpose?
Padamu ku bersujud - Afgan ( that's the real purpose )

What is your motto?
Bukan Superstar - Projek Pop ( the lyric is cool for my motto :D )

What do your friends think of you?
Dik - Wali Band ( out! )

What do you think about your parents?
Kembali Pulang - Kangen Band ( nyeh~ )

What do you think about very often?
Alhamdulilah - Amanda ft Opick ( alhamdulilah, hee )

What is 2 + 2?
Manusia bodoh - Ada Band ( haha, palui! )

What do you think about your best friend?
Tanpa kekasihku - Agnes Monica ( ? )

What do you think of the person you like?
Cinta ini membunuhku - D'Masiv ( urghh -_- )

What is your life story?
Cintakan membawamu kembali - Mike ( I wish! )

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Selepas kau pergi - Lanuna ( Apa tu? )

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Ku merindu - Ella & Shah ( again? )

What do you dance to at your wedding?
Aku mau - Dewa19 ( boh, haha! )

What will they play at your funeral?
When I grow up - PCD ( atu cool! haha)

What is your hobby/interest?
Cinta yang sempurna - Kangen Band ( =,= )

What is your biggest fear?
Aku bukan untukmu - Rossa ( that's the real fact )

What is your biggest secret?
Right here waiting - Richard Marx ( again, that's what I think )

What do you think of your friends?
Apologize ( apakan? )

What will you post this as?
Permintaan hati - Letto ( haha, funny! )

This is kinda funny and fun!
I don't expect some of the answer are match with the questions.

I tag;
No one :D

Labels: TAG.

♥written by yours truly

7:21 PM

. YESTERDAY NIGHT ♥ .

I didn't update for few days.
Something is going on in my life.
But, I have to move on.
I know it's hard, but yeah, I can't do anything no more.
Let's forget about that and start new life, yes?
So, yesterday night my best-girlfriend, PP, came and sleepover at my house.
Thanks baby for being there when I need someone.
You rock! =,= Haha.
We were so jobless and this were what we got;

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See, I told you that she did cheer me up :D
Thanks Baby.

Ignore the pose, haha.

I love the pose, me and her. -,-
Wait, am I getting fat?

Something wrong with my eyes o_o ignore that!

=,=

We did POUT! Haha. Apakann, lamee.

This snapshot, taken by PP. I am so not happy (:

Haha, something wrong with my face ih? I am shocked! Haha.

This is so-called jobless =,=

Haha, nice pose! PP loves this :D I sound gay!

I'll never forget about our moment, forever baby! :D

LOVE!

You'll spot my funny-stupid-crazy pose! Gahaa.

Hmmph? -_-

And lastly, mine! I want the 'old' us T___T

until here ♥♥

Labels: Bestfriend., My Love.

♥written by yours truly

6:17 PM

Monday, November 24, 2008

What I want to write here actually? =,=

Actually, I am totally not in mood for blogging again. Something is going wrong with my life, with my world. I don't know how to explain, but yeah, I feel like I don't like my life nowadays. I am home already, just came back from Kuala Belait yesterday. My dad told me that I am kind of changing to other people. I am not his real Lina Nurfiqah. *sigh*

I just, you know, thinking about someone.

He is not the one I knew before. I don't know why I am saying like that but hell yeah, my heart keeps on saying like that. I know I am nothing for him, like whatever it is; I just don't want to know the new him. Like, he is avoiding me nowadays. There is no space or time for me and him to be with. I know I am being more sensitive, I know I am not supposed to be thinking like this! But, I am sure he does notice this, or maybe he just doesn't care about it. I tried not to think about it, not to think why he changes like this, not to think negatively. But, I can't. More I am trying, more I can't forget it. I just wish he will be the one I knew before, one day. I just want him back, that's all. I miss the moment when I am with him like before. T_T

Perhaps all of this will answer the question; why I am changing. I will wait for the day when he will be like the one I knew before. I will wait for the time I am going to spent my time with him. I will wait for the moment that will change everything. I am not sure when it will be happen or either it will be happen or not, but I will wait for it. I won’t give up! I will stay here and wait for it.

I miss you more than so much ♥

♥written by yours truly

11:36 AM

Saturday, November 22, 2008

TAGGED BY SI ZAIDAH :D

1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.
2.Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair .. just take a picture.
3.Post that picture with no editing.
4.Post these instruction with your picture.
5.Tag 5 people to do this.

ignore the spec :D nada edit tu ah. hee

Six Random Things About Me
1.I love my height.
2.I am sensitive but I love to smile :)
3.I don't share my problem if I know it will be hurt others.
4.I wear spectacle =,=
5.I love sentimental song. LOL
6.I love my hair now but I love the old hair more. apakann?

Six Random Things I Like
1.Missing him.
2.Beach.
3.Kinder Bueno and Ferrero Rocher.
4.Teddy Bear.
5.Taking Pictures.
6.My eyes :D

Six Random Things I Don't Like
1.Backstabber.
2.Copy cats.
3.Ants -,-
4.Heavy rock.
5.People judge me.
6.People don't care what I feel :/

Six Quirky Things About Me
1.I am missing him non stop.
2.I love to look the mirror like more than ten times?
3.I bite people when I am gigitan.
4.I cry if I miss someone so much!
5.I don't smile to the strangers. HAHA.
6. =,=

Six Things That Make Me Happy
1.His smile, his voice, his laugh; Everything about him.
2.My bestfriends.
3.Being with my family.
4.Roses.
5.Give me a hug, yes I am happy with that.
6.Being with him. -.-

I tag;
Yuyu
Ida
Kaka Bumbum (Aryna)
Nabilah
Khalid

Labels: TAG.

♥written by yours truly

8:13 PM

Thursday, November 20, 2008

.JUST ME.

This post just a random post.

I want to share what I'd done for today.

Editing pictures.

I am jobless.

Enjoy?

=,=

I love this picture.

This is for you, okay?

I know you don't want either.

He looks at my picture, nice :D

Lina Nurfiqah Muhammad Murat

Eww~ I miss my old hair *pointing*

You know this -,-

until here ♥

♥written by yours truly

7:44 PM

.MY SUPER-HOT-BABES.

As you read at my chatbox, my three cousins did something that so annoying.

Anna, Hanis and Naddie.

Now, let me do something for them.

Revenge is good baby :D

Haha.

Well, you guys, I am older from three of them.

But, they treat me like I am the youngest.

Headegg banar.

Nevermind, I change my mind.

I don't want to do something about them, the reason?

They are three and I am the only one. Not fair!

Plus, with my grandma, they will win =,=

Dk Seri Liyana, Hanis Sofia, Dinna Nadia and Lina Nurfiqah.

They understand me very well.

Even I am the oldeest, but I think they are my sisters.

Sometimes, I share my problems with them.

The happiness, the sadness and everything.

They will be there whenever I need them.

We might not see each other everyday, but we still in touch like every moment.

I know they will stay with me forever.

Thanks guys for everything.

You cheer my life.

ikhlas dari hati ku tah sudah tu.

jangantah kan jahat ah?

hahaha.

i love you.

until here ♥...

♥written by yours truly

3:20 PM

Oh my god, I am so lazy to update.

I am still at Kuala Belait and I am not sure when will my ass kisses my own bed back!

o_o? Crap!

It's 12:14 am.

I am just browsing people's blog and yeah, I found something interesting.

I can't expect all this.

Thanks yeah?

I can't sleep.

I am so sorry for the bad night, yes?

Oh by the way, to my Wushu teammates, I have two news for you.

Bad news and good news.

The good news is I'll be there, training with you guys starting next week.

The bad news, that good-news-planning is not yet sure!

Haha.

Buy me new sword and I'll go.

I want the sword wahhh.

For certain people that I love, stop texting me and forcing me to go home!

I know all of you miss me!

Haha. Next week wahh. Haha.

I'll be home soon.

And, maybe I am not in Brunei for this coming December.

Maybe!

n__n

I miss you so much, more than words.

The answer? "I don't =p"

Yeah, I know.

Okay, I am tired being like this.

Yes?

Kepada semua cousins ku;

Haha. Stop blaming me! Marahkan babah ah. Bukannya aku!

I am out of credit (bayar tahunan ah) and I asked my dad to buy for me.

You know, I don't want to buy using my own money.

But then, dad refused and said, "Kalau sanggup, tunggu!"

So, yeah, I am waiting lah ne.

There is useless if I recharge my Easi cause he don't care pun, kan?

Bla bla blaaa.

So, kepada yang balik-balik message I tu, pergi message bapa I and suruh dia cepatkan,

yes? :D :D

(I bold for the people tu!)

"Baik buang hp ah mun nada dapat di call. Msg pun blangau nunggu kana balas!"

Haha. Kesian. Marah yea?

See Dad, they are waiting for me!

I won't give up for waiting you and use my own money.

Unless, my someone asks me to do that.

=,=

If bapa I tahu I cakap macam ini, jealous lah dia!

Haha.

Okay, I have to go.

Man, I miss you so much :D

And, I went to the beach again tadii.

see you tomorrow again, yes beach? :)

Pictures? Soon..

until here ♥

♥written by yours truly

12:11 AM

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

.27 things that a great guy will do.

1.. Know how to make you smile when you are down .
2. Try to secretly smell your hair , but you always notice.
3. Stick up for you, but still respects your independence .
4. Give you the remote control during the game .
5. Come up behind you and put his arms around you .
6. Play with your hair .
7. His hands always find yours .
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages .
10. Dance with you, even if he feels like a dork .
11. Never run out of love .
12. Be funny , but know how to be serious .
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious .
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts .
16. Smile a lot .
17. Plans a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally like to do, just because he knows it means a lot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1 .
21. Always gives you a peck on the cheek when you depart from each others company, even when his friends are watching.
22. Sing , even if he can't.
23. Have a creative sense of humor .
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason .
26.. Quit smoking , chewing , drinking , or drugs - just because he loves u that much to quit it.
27. He would always give you a kiss on the lips and a hug when you have to go.

I received an email from my cousin.

And, she sent this to me =,=

It's kinda cute if I've a great guy like this.

Haha.

Can I get one to be with me forever? ♥

until here..

♥written by yours truly

9:17 PM

I am here again.

Well, I am not update about my life, uh?

I am so lazy to update. =,=

I am at Kuala Belait since last Sunday.

It's pretty great to be here.

Actually, it's kinda bored but at least I am doing something here.

I am not sure if I tell my dad what am I doing here, he will believe me or not.

But, I am sure that he will laugh and then say, "Are you okay?"

Not only him, but all my family.

Plus, my cousins. o__o

Yesterday and today, I went to the beach with my cousins.

Wafa and Wafrie.

It's totally amazing.

I did take pictures but I'll upload it soon.

I went to jog like waah, siukk. Cause lama sudahh nada jogg ne.

And and, I pergi main basikal tau? Haha.

For the first time, I am being a great good girl.

Sasah baju, lipat baju, masak di dapur, panyap bilik and macam-macam laa.

Haha.

Babah, banar ne! Tanya tah Aunt Dah. Banarr!

Eh, you're hot tadi with your friend.

You know who you are.

But, I want you more -_-

unti here ♥

♥written by yours truly

8:22 PM

Monday, November 17, 2008

ABOUT MYSELF.

1.What is your name?
- Lina Nurfiqah.

2.How old are you?
- Seventeen.

3.When is your birthday?
- February 25th.

4.How tall are you?
- 165, the latest update tu. Haha.

5.What is your weight?
- 48 :D

SCHOOL LIFE.

1.Which did you go to?
- SRHMJM Kiulap, SR Muda Hashim, SUFRI, SMMG, MDPMAMB and ?.

2.What class are you in?
- I don't know.

3.You usually sit at the back or in front?
- In the middle?

4.Who do you usually hang out with at school?
-Nasrun and Kimee. Fajinur and Akif. And, Nabilah, Fatin, Amal. Hmm. Many.

5.What is/are your fav subjects?
- Mathematics! :D

RELATIONSHIP.

1.Are you single/taken/married?
- Single :)

2.By who? if youre taken/married?
-Not yet waaa.

3.What is you longest relationship?
- =,=

4.Ever given/received a rose from someone you loved?
- Nope, I am still waiting. Haha.

5.When was the last time you said I Love You to someone?
- I don't remember. Yesterday or last two days?

DEEPER.

1.Have you ever kissed someone that belongs to other people?
- No.

2.Will you kiss the person you last kissed?
- I don't plan anything like this.

3.Ever thought of wanting to make love with your love ones?
- Huh?

4.Hugs or kisses?
- Can I pick both?

5.Have you ever cried just because you love him/her so much?
- Yeah.

PAST.

1.Do you regret of being with any of you ex bf/gf?
- Sometimes.

2.What's one thing you regret of doing in the past?
- Hurt my mom's feelings.

3. Have you cry recently?Why?
- Yesterday night, cause I miss him -,-

4. Have you ever regret of rejecting people's proposal?
- Why I have to regret? Haha.

5. Who's the last person that you kissed and hugged?
- Him?

FRIENDS.

1.Who are/is your close friends(s)?
- All of my friends.

2.Will you do anything for them?
- If I can, I will.

3.How many times do you guys see each others?
- I don't count.

4.Love and friendship, which one will you choose?Why?
- for me, both are the same, important to me. :D

5.Ever been used by you friends/use your friends?
- Huh?

FAMILY.

1.How many family members do you have?
-5 siblings include me, dad plus my stepmom. And, my sister-in-law with two niece = 10? Haha.

.2.Which one are you close with?
- Sister and Sister-in-law.

3.Do you tell EVERYTHING to your parents?
- No T_T

4.Sleep alone or with siblings?
- Both.

5. What will you do if you're living alone?
- Ask him to be with me and invite my frineds. Let's have a party! Haha.

FREEDOM.

1.Are you allowed to have bf/gf?
- Yes. But with one condition, or some? Haha.

2.How many times you went out in a week?
- I don't count.

3.Do your parents look at your homework/schoolworks?
- For what? They just look my result :)

4.Do your parents read your inbox all the time?
- They give me privacyyy!

5. Are you allow to oversleep at you friends' place?
- Girlfriends, yes! Boyfriends, ask my dad. Haha.

RANDOM.

1.What are you listening to right now?
- Sound from the air-condition? =,= Haha. Apakannn.

2.Are you currently eating/drinking something?
- Chocolates and Iced lemon tea.

3.How late did you stay up last night?
- 2?

4.Will you do anything just to get the things that you wanted?
- Sometimes.

5.What will you do if the person that you love, doesn't love you anymore?
- cry for a month or more :D

I am jobless.

I will update about my day later :D

Until here ♥

♥written by yours truly

1:56 PM

Few minutes ago, I am on the phone with him.

I am happy; more than happy.

It's been a week I don't talk with him on the phone.

But then, he looked so tired.

I forced him to wake up and talked with me.

At that time, it's 00:17 am.

He did talk with me, but you know. Hmm.

Nevermind.

I appreciated you, at least talked with me.

Then, his words kinda hurting me.

He used to be talk to me like that before.

But, I knew that is kinda a joke!

Maybe (?)

I knew it's my fault cause being so selfish for forcing you.

But, I did that because I am missing you!

And now, I am being more sensitive than before.

What he did talk to me, his last words are hurting me!

I don't know why.

What is going on?

Come on!

I did cry after that.

I am glad that he wasn't hear that I am crying.

Cause he was sleeping at that time.

And, I still crying now.

Oh my god.

I tried my best not to drop the tears but, uh, I am not that strong.

I know this is nothing for you.

I am writing this not for attracting your or others attention.

But, I just wanted to let it go.
I don't know what should I do.

At least, this way can make me feel more better after this.

I don't know why or what, but I just want to say,

I am so sorry, for everything.

Thats all.

But, it doesn't change anything by the way.

I am still loving you, more than after this ♥

You make my life more greater than I'd been through.

Thank You.

For my cousin, Hanis Sofea, you are great.

Thanks for cheer me up!