
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Today is Wednesday and I don’t go to school. My next examination will be on Monday and Tuesday. So, now, I just want to relax my mind and get a rest. Yesterday was the worst day in this month. I don’t know why but that’s what I feel. I got accounting’s examination yesterday, paper 1 and 2. I didn’t do the very well revision either for this subject. I thought it will be easier because I love this subject. But, I am wrong. Those both papers were horrible! I am stuck.
I thought I can do well in the Paper1 due to the Multiple Choice Question. But, I can’t! The paper was truly hard, not like what I think. One hour for me is not enough. I answered it like playing a die. Only pick A, B, C or D. Its fun by the way. But I knew that will be not okay. It will be the worst paper ever! Suck. My brains went wow. We didn’t have any time for paper 2. I mean, this examination was continuous exam. So, we had to sit there for 2 hours and half. Bored! But, for me the paper2 was easier than MCQ. Its okay compared with the paper 1. I could do well and I hope it will support my result in those paper. Hopefully…
Then, I felt I am not in the mood. I am kind of moody yesterday. I don't talk with my dad or brothers or anyone. I just locked my self in my room and switch off the lamp until midnight. Then, I checked my blog, I did online at MSN but I dont chat with anyone. I felt weird about something. It's been a week already I being ignored by someone. *sigh. I am writting something then I threw it to the floor. Oh, what ever! Now, my maid angry with me because my room more messy than before. Lols, I am sorry auntie. I will do it again. Haha. Now, I feel good. I dont have to tell the reason.
So, I think I have to revise for the history. I admit that more and more I have to read. I know I don’t enough time! I have to move on. But, well you know who I am. Love to do the last minute revision. Well, pretty suck! I have to do it now or else, I will cry for my result. That’s it! Wait, I think I have to rest my mind first. Can I just start it tomorrow or later? Yeah, I know I can. *giggles. I am sure I can do it this time. Just pray for me the 3 hours paper will be easy. Oh come on tutors, don’t be rude with the students. Let us relax for this paper. I am crazy, I know.
I don’t fasting right now because I went to the hospital this morning. The friend of my mother called me yesterday saying that today is the day I have an appointment with the Doctor Amir. It’s not the private ‘Doctor Amir Clinic’ or what so ever. That’s the doctor’s name, and I went to the government hospital. I think his name Amir or Amin. I don’t know. So, the doctor said my weight is lower than before and that’s not too good. I said I am in diet and he replied that I am slim enough. That’s a good news babe! I have to eat veggie but, you know I don’t eat veggie. He asked me to take care of my self like my mom did. I know, I know. *nodding. He said my mom was his best friend and she had a god attitude. I just keep on smiling because I don’t know what to say anymore. My mom was the good nurse and she did a good job! I love you mom.
I have to check my blood again. I always check it once in four months or above. I don’t know why and I do it since I am in primary three in religion school. I am still a little girl that time. Years ago my mom did this to me. I mean she would be my own nurse, taking my blood. But, now, it’s another nurse. I don’t like her. I am just kidding. Sorry madam! I have to drink something after that or I will be faint! I still drop my tears even I do this for how many years already. Shame on me! I am big girl already but still crying if the nurses give me an injection. Who cares by the way? Nothing will change that, right? Thanks to my mother’s friends for taking care of our family’s health, still even my mother died. That's why my mom loved you.
I think i have to go. Fare well.. and I miss you!
Lina Nurfiqah MM (:
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