Thank you for all of this, bestfriend.

If you know who you are, you know what to do.

♥ 22nd August 2008 ♥

Those memories, I love it...

Thanks for the mountain ice-cream puh (:

Yuyul, Lalalovelove, Feeqee and Qistina ♥

Yuyul and Nabil ♥

They are sweet, hee.

I love this green apples ice-cream. Can i have it again?

Those girlfriends are whom I love FOREVER.

we are cute, right shau? Haha. Idaa kambang.
i love this picture. cute ah? hee.

My Family's Gathering :D :D

Its not a really gathering. just, at my nenek house, they did the tahlil for arwah my mother and my grandma. i miss you mom, so damn much. i am here will always remember about you, forever (: they started at 3pm, not exactly. But, me and my brother be the one who came late. Haa. Sorry.

When I arrived there, all of them said, "akhir jua" haa. I know! Dont blame me, blame the driver, my brother. We were late because waiting for him. He is so tabiat waah. My sister cant come because have function at her finance's house. Or, she is escaping actually? You know, we are not that close with my mother's family since she leave us. There are lil bit problems with them. My second brother also cant come. He had a football match. So, here we are. Only me and the youngest brother could come.

I dont meet my cousin's families since last month, maybe. So, yeah, I miss them. And, unexpectly, most of them saying that I am lampuh. Am i? NO, i am not. A big no! Its crazy, you know. I am not that lampuh. I am just maintain. Haa. Even my nenek pun cakap. Huhu. Its maybe they dont see me for a long time. So, I am look different in their eyes. They keep on saying I am chubby, I am fat, I am bulat and bla bla bla. Then, I got a message from my older brother telling that his wife have a baby again. New baby girl. Hurray. Hehe. Congrats.

Unty Mah : Ne nah si fiqah ne. Akhir jua kamu.

Me : Au, si wafiy lambat aa.

Unty Dah : Kamu dua ja?

Me : Au, yang lain ada hal aa.

Unty Sari : Si ewan mana? Pijah beranak dah kan?

Me : Au. Entah aa, bandar kali,

Unty Sari : Ohh.

Unty Dah : Eh fiqah, lampuh jua kau!

Me : Ah?

*Nene lintas me then undur semula..

Nene : Fiqah kah ne?

Me : Au ne, ngapa?

Nene : Makin bulat jua kau ane.

Me : Ah?

Hana : Lama nada nampak kaka fiqah ah.

Me : Au. Rindu?

Hana : Sadang.. *pegang my face. Lawa muka kaka fiqah aa.

Me : Eakah? Macam apa?

Hana : Macam barbie doll.

Me : Biasalah.

Hana : Barbie doll lampuh! *pinch my cheeks then walking away.

Me : What???

Me : Kaka fiqah lawa kan?

Syahmi : Au.

Me : *laughing.

Syahmi : Tapi bulat ah *walking away.

Me : Shit!

*I am realised that I am sating too much 'au.' Hee. I dont take too much pictures because busy chitchat. Haa. Not gossiping (: Here some pictures I love to share..

From Left : Farihah & Wafa. Muqri. Syahmi.

Zirah, Dideq & Me. Wawa & Kilah. Mahran.

p/s : Usu sayang Ira so much (: yes baby? I love you.

with the messy hair. Oh, i love.
Love this picture. I dont know why.
Do i look fat or chubby? They said so :s

Nur Haziqah ♥

and many, many more.

He always say those words if he meets me.

And the way he says it, so cutee :D

Here I come..

Again, I didn’t update. I am busy nowadays. Examination is coming now. So, I have to prepare my self to be ready to fight it. Haha. What did happen last-last day? Well, nothing. I am just happy with my life. Just wish that those happiness will never end and always be.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY STEP-MOTHER, on 8th August 2008

Today, I went back from school around 4pm. I am so tired. Actually I didn’t have any class after 11am but I’ve to wait there. Our gulingtangan’s club had practiced at 2pm. Like what the hell. I am waiting from 11am until 2pm? Oh my, I am so boring.

Accounting – Still on Realisation Account. Much better.
Mathematics – Hmph. About Varies, maybe. Not really remember. So far, I can do it.
History – From Hitler than we moved to Stalin. I need to understand it more.

Back to what happened during the practice. Ehsan, our president taught me how to play the ‘gandang labik’ even tough I knew it. Never mind, perhaps to make me play much better more than before since I stopped play last 2 years. Then Ehsan asked Danny to join him to teach me. I am feel shy cause both of them good players. Oh god.

However, Ehsan asked me to play the ‘Canang Lapan.’ Nabilah told him that I could play. But, yeah I don’t really remember. Just the beats only. Wafi was begging me to play it and said that I am suit with that instrument. He promised that he’ll teach me. I said I am shy. Haha. And this happen again, all of them confused with my name. Either Lina or Fiqah. I said both! Unfortunately, the penjaga said, “Panggil ja Minah” Huh? Eww. That’s not my name. A BIG NO!!

They still were begging me to play one song. So, I decided to play “Panah Asmara” I love this song mixed with the gandang sound. Lawaa *thumbs up. I need Wafi helps instead. But, I am nervous. Imagine that I don’t even know them and play in front of them. And, they will know my secret after that…

Wafi : Bah, nah main tah *gave the sticks
Me : Aku pakai yang ane ja *took other sticks
Ehsan : Main, lajuu.
Wafi : Duduk sini lah. *pointing near him, the real place to play
Me : Eatah, masalah nya aku main terbalik.
Them : AH???? *bagang face

I mean terbalik not tunggang-tunggang. Haa. Its like this. Actually, if want to play the “Canang Lapan” we have to sit down facing the audiences, not like other instruments which we can membelakangi audiences. The big problem is I play not facing audiences and duduk membelakangi audiences. Terbalik kan? HAHA. Cali berabis. After that, they didn’t stop teasing me until I cant stop laughing. This secret only my friends at SUFRI ja tahuu. :D heee...

My Gulingtangan team-mates
Wafi, the only boy in the picture with the Canang Lapan.
Ehsan and his seruling.
He played the Gandang Labik.

Oh my baby,

Its been a long time,

I didnt update with you.

We've joined together as classmates

before..

We then be a bestfriends,

and always be.

We'll share and be kind,

as we work and play.

And our friendship will grow

with each passing day.

When I cry you help me out,

When I'm happy you hear me shout,

When I grin you know I'm really mad

because you are my best friend

You can tell when I'm sad.

I am here for you.

Wish you the great life,

and never forget who we are.

Hello readers (‘.’)

History – Today we learnt about Hitler, still. Tutor also mentioned that now is the time we need to struggle. ‘The hard time for us.’ We only have 2 weeks to cover our entire topic for end of year examination on 16 September, maybe and for the AS level examination on 29 October. The extra time after those 2 weeks, our tutor needs it for the ‘revision weeks.’ So, we need to work hard and try to catch up all the topics. What can I do? Well, I have to study start now and prove that I can do the very best to my tutor as well as my family.

Personal Study – What I am doing? Oh, I am doing some of my Mathematics home works. Do I say some? No, I mean all the questions. I didn’t do it last night because I felt that it was so difficult. The topic, Applications of Permutations and combinations. So, I asked Fajinur to help me. But, she also can’t do it =D And I asked this guy but he was busy doing his new home works. And I am so jealous. He is so rajin. Nyeh. But, at least I can do some of the questions then.

English – Presentation. My group’s topic is about being a teenager. The advantages and the disadvantages. I chose this topic cause I am a teenager now. Great! They asked me to speak in front but a big NO, I said. Hee. I do not really know all my classmates in this class so I am a lil bit shy. Do I? Yeah, whatever.

Accounting – The crazy class. I am stress! We still in the main topic of partnership, but added a new account again, the realization account. Its like a disposal account which I hate to do those account. How many accounts already? Capital, Current, Appropriation, Revaluation, Balance sheet, Revenue statement and goodwill. Oh, plus realization. 8? Oh, good. Proud that I can do 8 accounts in the same time.

Mathematics – New topic again. The DRV. So far so good. I can do it, perhaps. We discuss about our home works and asked our tutor for some questions that we found too difficult. And, I done with my home works. Hurray (: Nasrun got flu. Pity him. He didn’t have a mood then I tried to make him happy. I am here with you, my best friend. Hee.

So, thats it for now. Farewell. Loves.

On your birthday,

I wish that all your dreams come true.

May your day be filled with joy,

Wonderful gifts and goodies, too.
On your day I wish for you,

Favorite people to embrace,

Loving smiles and caring looks.

That earthly gifts cannot replace.
I wish you fine and simple pleasures.

I wish you many years of laughter.

I wish you all of life’s best treasures

.I wish you happily ever after!

I'm fortunate,

and I'm glad

I got you for my brother;

Even if I had the chance,

I wouldn't pick another.

Ahmad Wafiy MM (:

From Lalalovelove. Haa, Well, You know (:
From Qistina. Perasaan huh? Hee.
From, I-dont-know. Perhaps Yoy. Qiss said so (:
From Fairuzana (: Thanks Pai.
From, also not sure. Either Zaim or Ecaa. I think Ecaa :D
From Si Kawan Ku, Haniss. Thankss (:
Candy!! Thanks Arif :D Hee.
Last, From All The Naughty Boys. Haa.

I am not feeling well since last two days. I don’t know why. I got non-stop headache and now I got high temperature body. Is it a fever? I think so, that’s my brother said so. I didn’t go to school today, either my brother, Wafiy. He said to my dad, “I am lazy.” My reason? I am lazy too plus I am not that feeling well. So, my dad gave me excuses not to go school today. Thanks dad. My sister wanted to bring me to the Hospital Tutong cause she afraid my fever will getting more worst than this. But, yeah, i dont have a mood to go there. Actually, she is the one who got high fever first. Then, she was spreading that ‘sweet’ fever to us, especially me! Oh, thanks sister. I appreciate it.

Well, I just feel bored! I am lying on my bed more than 24 hours already since yesterday and do nothing. I am here like waiting for prince charming comes and cures me. Oh, please. I need someone right now. I am hoping that ‘someone’ will be here with me and take care of me. Just one night, please? Oh, wait! Who is that ‘someone’? *thinking. Never mind, I think you know who you are. I don’t have to mention here. Let it be just like that. Seriously, I miss you so much. More than yesterday, yes I do!!! I need you here dear (:

Oh my. I need to go to somewhere. Just bring me out from my house. I need fresh environment. But, my families don’t let me to go anywhere. They asked me to stay at home, worried that my condition will be more and more worst. I am okay. Look here, I am okay. Gahh, I know I am not. Talur Ayam ee. I hate to be like this. Help me. I am tired crying again. My head, oh so damn. My head let me tears falling down refer to the stupid headache. Oh, my lovely sweetie head, when you will be in the normal condition? Answer me!

Oh, my sister and her finance took snapshots while I am having my dream this afternoon. Crazy!! And that time, I am still using my night-clothes. Haa. Now, I am feeling a lil bit okay but I know this headache won;t stop disturbing my life. Oh-My-God, please go awayyy. Hmph. I need a rest now. My dad asked me to do that. Farewell!!

I am enjoying my sleep :D