Hai.

I am here again. I feel like something shitty is in my mind that I can’t take it off! The hell, I am pissed off because of it. I just, I don’t know what to feel either happy, sad or whatsoever feeling that we can feel. I sound suck right? If only I can share with you guys what it is which I terribly want to share it but then I can’t. I don’t even understand it. Fuck!

So, my situation is getting complicated than I ever expected. I can’t find the way to solve it and I need more times to think about it. The shit part is I can’t stand with this situation everyday even I need times. It keeps on pressuring me and I don’t have anything else to think about which is so horrible. I am just hoping everything will be fine. Yet, I know I just can’t base on hoping and I have to do something. But, I don’t know what to do. Crap!

We do have choices to pick the best for our life but I hate to choice between two! You know what I mean? I mean like, I love so much choices but I hate to pick between two choices! More than that, these two choices are the best for me and I can’t even pick one! You know. I just can’t describe by words! Sigh. Every time I wake up from my sleep, the first in my mind is this! And, I feel so sorry for my self cause having this shit! I feel I am so pity. God! This is the situation that I mean. Tell me what is the best.

Whatever it is, I just wanna solve everything soooon! Off ):

♥written by yours truly
2:08 PM