I am sorry for what I’d done wrong to you guys which I strongly believe I never meant it. Whatever my faults I’d done either in a small or big matters, I am really sorry. All I can say is, people do mistakes and they will from their mistakes.

I love you all! ♥

And, I want to say...

Happy 49th Birthday Mama, Zainab Haji Ali Hassan.

(isn’t awesome if you are here? ..)

Its been three years since you were leaving us and still, I am hoping you will be here. How silly I am, uh? And those three years, we went through Ramadhan without you and this Syawal either. Yet, it will be forever without you no more. First day of Syawal is on your birthday Ma, I feel bad about that .. I feel suck!

I want to shake your hands, kiss your cheeks and say “Selamat hari raya Ma. Maafkan semua salahku Ma” and this too, “Happy Birthday Ma!” but sigh. All of this is just a dream, a dream that will never come true. What can I do now is just greeting you in my heart and just smile with the tears.

“Macam mana Mama kan tinggalkan kamu ne mun kamu adik-beradik kelahi ganya?” remember this Ma? In your mind, you always keep on thinking about us who always fighting :(( Ma, since you are leaving, all of us become more closer than before and we always supporting each other. This is the best way we can do for you Mama, and yes, we will achieve what you’d dream for us. :))

I never have a chance to say that I love you so much when you are here. I wish I can turn back the time and say those words to you but its too late. :((

Mama, happy birthday to you. I love you more than words and every each second I am breathing, I am missing you. You are the greatest mother in the earth and you are the only person that always stand for me when I am weak to face this reality life. Because of you, now I am more stronger and you will be my inspiration for my life! ♥

My love for you will be never die! :)

Enjoy everyone! <3

♥written by yours truly
12:05 AM