Lina Nurfiqah.♥
I'd rather be me than be like you.
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Lina Nurfiqah
I am totally taken by OngNenChung
I love my bestfriends truckloads; they are my everything!
Just so yknow, I am in love with red roses and teddy-bears.
&& I am normal ; I can be mean sometimes.
Be nice with me and I'll treat you the same (:
invite me;
lollypops-si.feeqah@hotmail.com
Today is different. Totally different.
I don’t know where to start but what I can feel now is I feel different. It’s not like days before, seriously. I talked. I laughed. I smiled. I giggled. Yes, I did all of that stuffs like everyday, but I still feel different. Frankly speaking, I cried just now without reason. I feel suck!
That is why I am blogging right now. I just want to calm down and take a deep breath! I want to be like before. I don’t need this ‘different’ feeling. Apart from that, he makes me feel like this either. I keep on thinking since yesterday but I still can’t find a way to solve our matters. I am afraid I will sick of it. I hope he will understand and stand with me to face everything.
I am writing nonsense, yeah? I know. I just hate this feeling. I don’t know how to face it. I need help, I seriously need help. I want to run from all of this but I know, it won’t help me either. Face it? Damn, I don’t know what I am facing with. Okay, I need to calm down. Geez, it’s getting complicated.
I need to meet my best-friends-that-I-ever-had. I need to talk with them. Gaaaah, I hate this! Shall I go now? I think so. I want to think whatever that crosses in my mind-which-I-don’t-know-what-it-is. Fine!