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♥written by yours truly
11:15 AM
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Today is different. Totally different.
I don’t know where to start but what I can feel now is I feel different. It’s not like days before, seriously. I talked. I laughed. I smiled. I giggled. Yes, I did all of that stuffs like everyday, but I still feel different. Frankly speaking, I cried just now without reason. I feel suck!
That is why I am blogging right now. I just want to calm down and take a deep breath! I want to be like before. I don’t need this ‘different’ feeling. Apart from that, he makes me feel like this either. I keep on thinking since yesterday but I still can’t find a way to solve our matters. I am afraid I will sick of it. I hope he will understand and stand with me to face everything.
I am writing nonsense, yeah? I know. I just hate this feeling. I don’t know how to face it. I need help, I seriously need help. I want to run from all of this but I know, it won’t help me either. Face it? Damn, I don’t know what I am facing with. Okay, I need to calm down. Geez, it’s getting complicated.
I need to meet my best-friends-that-I-ever-had. I need to talk with them. Gaaaah, I hate this! Shall I go now? I think so. I want to think whatever that crosses in my mind-which-I-don’t-know-what-it-is. Fine!
All of either the sweetie or shitty things that have ever happened to me will stay in my mind, permanently. It is nothing actually, just memories that you will regret to know. Have to go. Loves!
♥written by yours truly
8:24 PM
It's almost 1am and I am still awake.
I can't sleep tho I am so tired. I am in my first brother's room, using his lappy and have to silently typing all these words cos they are sleeping. I sleepover at his home and I am afraid to sleep alone at the guest's room. Damn. -.-'
I wanna go to the Brid-EX and will find the tickets later, in the afternoon with you-know-who. I am totally hoping that I can get the tickets. Sigh. A big 'maybe' I will cut my hair and change it a bit. I wanna do it later too. Still thinking tho either I cut it short or just change it a bit. I will decide after I reach at the Saloon, haha! I'm high, so what?
Oh yeah, my mechanics, Mr. Lim told me that I passed and he is happy for that cos he said that I am giving all my effort at the paper. I am so proud to make my tutors' are happy. Accounting, the last two papers, ohmigadd! It was totally amazing, I did it. Favourite subject! Yeerrks! Hahaha. Stop it. My mathematics, P3, was very-very-to-the-very terrible! I left so many questions without answers cos I don't know how to did it. I am just hoping at least I am pass even just 'nyawa-nyawa ikan!' -__________________-'
Result! It will come out, sooon! People are starting to say about it and I am a bit nervous. No, I mean I AM TOTALLY NERVOUS! Plus, AFRAID! I don't want to think about it but still, I can't. The statement entry, I received it yesterday and my examination will start in October. I have 57 days to recover all my topics. I need to study now. Wait, a week after the qualifying exam is finish maybe. Gaaah! I want a long rest! Tsk tsk..
Okay, I better off now!
I need to sleep and get a sweet dream for today.
ai, wo xiang ni (:
♥written by yours truly
12:35 AM
You tell me everything about that night, please.
I don't have any papers to sit tomorrow. *smile*Today, I sat for Accounting 3 and Mathematics 4. Seriously damn, I just picked any alphabets (A-D) for Accounting 3 cos' I didn't understand all the questions at all -___________-' Man, I bet my tutor gonna scolds us. Sigh. Mathematics 4 was fine I just can say for now. I am not yet finish learning all the topics which all the students had finished due of I-am-lazy-to-explain-it-here. But, good enough that I still managed to answer the questions.I met Mr. Lim, my Mechanics's tutor after the examination and he was worried about my paper, like very hell!Mr. Lim : Hows the paper? You can do it, don't you?Lina : I guess so. I did all the questions expect number 4. I stuck on it Sir!Mr. Lim : Number 4? About what? How about number 5 until 7? You don't learn it yet.Lina : About resultant force. 5 until 7? Hahaha. Tell you, I did answer that questions *smileee!*Mr. Lim : Whatttt?? Resultant force? You already studied that few months before and you still stuck on it? But then, you managed to answer the questions that you still not yet cover? *serious face*Lina : Hahahaha. Yes Sir! :DDMr. Lim : I am gonna mark your paper first.Ohmigadd! I was like, my paper first? You are kidding me Sir! Yih! Forget about that, I have Mathematics 3 on Wednesday which is extremely sucks! --, I hate P3! I passed my Statistic anyway and I am happy for that. History 1, I only did 3 essays out of 4 and Sir said that I did well tho. I still scored with my essays but he wants me to do all my essays on History 2 this Saturday. Revision, again? Aiyooo.I wanna curl my hair again. Can't wait after my examination! (:Lately, there are too many strangers text me but then their emails don't appear in the lists. I wonder why and I need to know where they got my email from. I need new email, maybe. I have one already but then, I never used it. Yeerks! I love my currently email still.I bet I have to go now.I miss you L. Cuddles! Have a blast day reader ♥
♥written by yours truly
8:32 PM
and I got nothing to do..
I took my pictures and edited it randomly.
and I found it is fun! (:yay! finally, my posts have reached to 300 posts. haha, sekadar. -___________-' i am a loner today. gilaaa, i feel my day is too bored except the part he came to meet me. lols. and and, i want to watch movie with my siblings and friends. but too bad, i can't join them since they booked 3pm shows. sigh sigh. hoho. okay, simple post! i love you :D
♥written by yours truly
10:13 PM
I AM BORED, SERIOUSLY!
Haha. I love my bangs! -.-'
I cut it last three days, I guess. I kinda hate it but at the same time, I kinda love it.
So, I pick the positive side, I love it! Damn, I know, lame much!
I miss your smile! (:
I am a loner today. I am stuck in my room. I mean, I don't wanna go anywhere, just stay.
Sigh.
I wish you are here.
Bah, I am off.
Oh yeah, I am sorry if I did or gonna do some mistakes in my grammar.
I am learning and I want to improve!
Loves!
♥written by yours truly
3:30 PM
6th August 2009.Happy Birthday to both of my best-friends-I-ever-had;Faten Nazirah AR & Afifah NAqiyah J.May God bless both of you.And, you will success in this world for your life.Amin.MY QUALIFYING EXAMINATION HAS STARTED! WOO-HOOOO -.-' I had sat for three papers and I will just say that the papers were so crazy! Damn. I only can pray that I will score. Mathematics 6 (Statistic), I knew I could do more better. Sigh. Accounting 4 was so terrible, but I think I have done my best as well as History 1. I hope I will pass. Amin.
I am bored people. I feel like to blogging but then, I don't know what to update. Oh yeah, I uploaded some pictures from Icha's blog. Icha, if you are reading right now, want you to know that Lina rindu suara Icha =.= Hehe.
Lots of Love;
Anisah, Icha and Me.
Amal, Icha and Me.
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And then, I read one of my best-friend's blog, Anisah Syakirah. Something caught my eyes about her post. It is touching, Nisah. --, HAHA. I've known her since I am in Form 1 but back then, I am not that closer with her. I think, in Form 4, I started to know her well and until now, I am more closer than before. She is my shoulder for me to cry on and shares my update-stories. I am happy for her because beside us, she has Naufal, her-kinda-annoying-boyfriend who loves to take their pictures yet he is sweet =.= Hehe. They are both really amazing to be together. Okay, enough said. Kambang karang durang dua ah, enda dapat puji sedikit. Hahahahaha. Aku sayang kau, Nisah!
Anisah and Me.
From Anisah ;"To pp and lina, if both of you happen to read this, i wanted to say thank you for the loyal companion at college. it's surprising how we can get so close but yeah thank you so much. and i believe if there's time when i get the unright treatment by other colleague that's hurting much, you will be on my back. or will stand beside me, perhaps? :) and will say, "don't bother. you have naufal, you have us.." school ended very soon and you both are so going to be missed!"
Aww~ I love you Nisah :D
Sheikh Naufal and Anisah SyakirahThe sweetest couple in the earth, NOT! Hehehe.
I better off now.
I miss his smile and I can't wait until the next time I meet him. Loves!
♥written by yours truly
7:05 PM
HELLO AUGUST ;D
.....and good-bye July.
I miss July and I hate August cos' my qualifying will start this 5th August.
Can I escape this month only. Sigh.
I am not ready yet and I have to cover all the topics? =,=
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Lately, I am missing my late mom and I feel like she is here with me. I know she does. Hard for me to pretend that I am strong in front people and trying to smile like I am okay. Damn! I hate pretending, serioulsy. She will stay in my heart ♥
Skip this part.
Oh yeah, I am high by the way. I am high cos' waiting of our AS June result. I don't know why but I admit that I am afraid at the same time. Woo-hoo, I hope I can score high for all-my-three-subjects. I need to prove that I can do it! Haha. Lame much. I miss my old times, my old life. It was amazing, I tell you! Damn, I miss my old friends. I miss them, jeez.
I enjoy when I am with them.
And yknow what, there is a man/boy who annoyed me so much last night. Damn, he is so rude and lame. I mean, he is more lame than me! Haha. Come on boy, be mature! He added my email last few days but his email didn’t appear in my contact lists. I didn’t reply his so-annoying-texts cause first, I don’t know him and second, I hate people who just randomly adding our email without asking ;D get what I mean? I will upload the pictures and you can click the images so you can see the text.
Before the earlier text, he text-ed me like this; "Hi. Hey. Fiqah, balas plz. Kan kenalan wah. Plz. Reply text me wah. Psst. Plzz." Something like that. Like, I obviously didn't want to chat with you dear stranger and you keep annoying me! Shizz! I hate you. -,- Can't you respect others' life and just be with your life? I am sorry for posting this but come on, you are rude! Damn! I am mad, okay? Whatever. Lets forget about that un-mature-guy!
Currently song - Best I Ever Had ♥
I appreciate people surronding me who make my day and I love to make them happy.
I hate to admit that aku sayang kamu semua but babies, that is the fact! Hehe.
People, you are the best I ever had.
Okay, I this that is enough for today. Update sooner! ♥
♥written by yours truly
10:22 AM