18^th April.

A date. -.- Nothing much, I just can say that it was a lovely day. HAHA. Thanks for the day *cough cough* I know how to have a good time kali ah. Sometimes it is nice to have like this moment, bah bila lagiii?

Went to UBD with _______, and he accompanied me to watch my third brother, Wafiy, played football. Then, as usual, my brother sent us to The Mall and both of us were having our dinner and watched a movie, ‘Jangan Tegur.’ Oh my gad, this movie is so f-ing amazing! But I hate the ending, the most spoiler part. I screamed like hundred-times. Rate; 8/10 (blame the ending cause of the 2 marks) Just love this dayyy!

20^th April.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAYANG, Anisah Syakirah.

I am starting to feel confuse about you-know-what. Too many stories that I had heard…or there will be other stories lagi kah? Man, I am trying so hard to trust you. But, sigh. Anisah told me not to think too much about what I had been heard or will be heard. Just be what the times want to be. Yeah, I know that. But all these kind of stuffs, pfft.. I am sick of it, seriously.

I know you are trying so hard to convince me. You are trying so hard to make me believe you. You are trying so hard to explain to me. I heard you; I just didn’t listen to you. I still trust the others but not you. It’s kinda hurting you, I know that. I am sorry. But what if you are in my position? Stress kali ah. I hope you won’t give up to convince me cause the only thing I need now is you to make me trust you. Not others, but you. I am pretty sure you know that.

21^st April.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STONE COLD KU!
I love you to the max dad!
You are my everything and always be.
I am sorry for what I’d done wrong.
Whatever it is, I will always love you no doubt!
Aku sayang babah ku kali ah.
You are my superhero, my stone cold!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FRIEND!
Filzah Yusrina a.k.a Kufil booo~ Hee.

At school. I got the very-stupid-wonderful-headache. Aku stress berabis! They knew why. I don’t want to mention it here, seriously. I never-not even a minute-felt okay at that day. I cried for no reasons. I am so sorry to all my friends. I am totally felt suck until I ignored some of you. I didn’t even smile. Okay, I admit that. I am sorry for making you guys worried.

I am trying so hard to be strong. Acted like nothing happened…but, I can’t. I just can’t stand with something-that-I-can’t-explain. No words for this tear. Block 4, I cried in front of my tutor, Sir Lim. Thank God, he let me to take a rest in the library. Seriously, it was the bad time for me! My heart, it was about to bleed. That’s all.

Oh yeah, I went jog with ______!

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p/s : I will not update my blog for how many days cause I have to get ready for my AS’ Level. Wish me luck people!

♥written by yours truly
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