At school. I got the very-stupid-wonderful-headache. Aku stress berabis! They knew why. I don’t want to mention it here, seriously. I never-not even a minute-felt okay at that day. I cried for no reasons. I am so sorry to all my friends. I am totally felt suck until I ignored some of you. I didn’t even smile. Okay, I admit that. I am sorry for making you guys worried.

I am trying so hard to be strong. Acted like nothing happened…but, I can’t. I just can’t stand with something-that-I-can’t-explain. No words for this tear. Block 4, I cried in front of my tutor, Sir Lim. Thank God, he let me to take a rest in the library. Seriously, it was the bad time for me! My heart, it was about to bleed. That’s all.

Oh yeah, I went jog with ______!

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p/s : I will not update my blog for how many days cause I have to get ready for my AS’ Level. Wish me luck people!

It’s been awhile I didn’t update my page since I am too busy with my life. But, I don’t know why I feel like I wanna update it now. Too many problems in my mind and I am kinda sick with it. I never felt like this way before.

The girlfriends. I never thought that we will be like this again. Why? She felt that we don’t care and love about her and something like that, yknow. I am speechless. About the photo shoot thingy – It’s not we didn’t want to bring you but we knew that you were not here, in Tutong. The photographer also wanted just both of us cause this photographer is new with the photo shoot thingy. It’s not like what you think. In fact, I knew that your boyfriend will never let you go if he was not around. Pfft.. I don't know what to say.

I did the best for us since years ago. I don’t know what my faults are and what is going on. Me, I think that this is not the real you. You are different. Said that you know my very well among others but you didn’t. You did years ago but not now. Maybe I didn’t know you too, but trust me, I know the old you. The old you have been missing by me, seriously.

One thing I keep on thinking; when we will be like before? That’s all.

You think that I don’t love you no more. Be honest, I cried sometimes cause I am missing all of us being together. I never confess about this to all of youYou don’t even know what I kept in my heart about us lately. You also don’t know the other side of my feeling. It’s okay. I know one day you are gonna leave us but I just want you to know, whatever it is I will never stop loving you since I did 7 years ago. I don’t mind if you think negatively about me, I don’t mind if you think I am selfish but this is the truth.

I need to see you and talk with you. Not only you, but all of us. ♥