Grr.. I don't know how to start my sentences. Last year, I sat for my AS Level examination in my first year sixth form; lower sixth. I took two subjects - Mathematics and History. I did mention at my previous-previous post, the exam was sucked! Totally, I meant it. So, I bet that I will get a bad result. It's not only bad, it will be worst, bad and too bad -_-' so, the result was released yesterday. Everyone is talking about it until now.

First, I didn't want to know what my grade is. But then, when my friends said that they got C, B and so whatever, I felt like what is my grade? I will get bad or just an okay grade? So, I asked all my friends about my result. None of them know about it. Neither do I. I was scared and at the same time, I am pretended that I didn’t care about it. I smiled, I laughed and I did whatever I wanted to do as long as I didn't think about it. But, it still bothering me.

Now, I knew my result and I told you, I will get a bad grade. Hakimah told me my result and she said, "Trok..." =,= HAHAHA. So yeah, it’s confirmed that I got a really bad grade for those two subjects. Really bad and I am kind of disappointing now. I try to smile and being happy like before. Yes, I do smile yet I am sick of my result! Never mind. That’s my first tried and there are still another chances for me in this June and November coming-soon-examination.

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This is my senior year of collage and I am going to live it up and make my mark and still going to my next step in my life.
The pressure is on, but I refuse to let it get to me.
I’ll try my best and I challenge my self to get those 3A’Level in the end of this year.
I know this is weird but this is the only way I can move on.
At this moment, I need some support and hell yeah, there are my friends who are messaging me up and ask me to move on, prove to them I can do it in this June AS Level examination.
I’ll prove to you guys.
I will!

First step and another step will go on, and I'll never look backward again!