
Monday, November 24, 2008
What I want to write here actually? =,=
Actually, I am totally not in mood for blogging again. Something is going wrong with my life, with my world. I don't know how to explain, but yeah, I feel like I don't like my life nowadays. I am home already, just came back from Kuala Belait yesterday. My dad told me that I am kind of changing to other people. I am not his real Lina Nurfiqah. *sigh*
I just, you know, thinking about someone.
He is not the one I knew before. I don't know why I am saying like that but hell yeah, my heart keeps on saying like that. I know I am nothing for him, like whatever it is; I just don't want to know the new him. Like, he is avoiding me nowadays. There is no space or time for me and him to be with. I know I am being more sensitive, I know I am not supposed to be thinking like this! But, I am sure he does notice this, or maybe he just doesn't care about it. I tried not to think about it, not to think why he changes like this, not to think negatively. But, I can't. More I am trying, more I can't forget it. I just wish he will be the one I knew before, one day. I just want him back, that's all. I miss the moment when I am with him like before. T_T
Perhaps all of this will answer the question; why I am changing. I will wait for the day when he will be like the one I knew before. I will wait for the time I am going to spent my time with him. I will wait for the moment that will change everything. I am not sure when it will be happen or either it will be happen or not, but I will wait for it. I won’t give up! I will stay here and wait for it.
I miss you more than so much ♥
♥written by yours truly
11:36 AM