Few minutes ago, I am on the phone with him.
I am happy; more than happy.
It's been a week I don't talk with him on the phone.
But then, he looked so tired.
I forced him to wake up and talked with me.
At that time, it's 00:17 am.
He did talk with me, but you know. Hmm.
Nevermind.
I appreciated you, at least talked with me.
Then, his words kinda hurting me.
He used to be talk to me like that before.
But, I knew that is kinda a joke!
Maybe (?)
I knew it's my fault cause being so selfish for forcing you.
But, I did that because I am missing you!
And now, I am being more sensitive than before.
What he did talk to me, his last words are hurting me!
I don't know why.
What is going on?
Come on!
I did cry after that.
I am glad that he wasn't hear that I am crying.
Cause he was sleeping at that time.
And, I still crying now.
Oh my god.
I tried my best not to drop the tears but, uh, I am not that strong.
I know this is nothing for you.
I am writing this not for attracting your or others attention.
But, I just wanted to let it go.
I don't know what should I do.
At least, this way can make me feel more better after this.
I don't know why or what, but I just want to say,
I am so sorry, for everything.
Thats all.
But, it doesn't change anything by the way.
I am still loving you, more than after this ♥
You make my life more greater than I'd been through.
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Thank You.
For my cousin, Hanis Sofea, you are great.
Thanks for cheer me up!
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
hye
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
ah?
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
napa bdmood ane sayang? :)
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
nada papaaaaa.
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
kenapaaa?
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
bnar kan tu?
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
auu, asteeeeee. :D
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
ekcen mu ah
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
knal ku sapa ko atu x ah
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
nada nis, aku okayyyy.
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
stress jaaa. hahahahha. mikirin dia! hahaha. okay wah!
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
ketawa gnya ne ih, nyampah i
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
you nyampah i paduli apa? :P
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
you paduli kat i leeerr :$
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
hahahahahaha. ngek!
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
kau tu yang ngek!
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
hahahahah. bh, ngok kau, apa mcm?
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
kau saja duadua. aku namau.
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
bh, ku tah salkn ko bhgiaa qah :)
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
thanks. atu barutah cousin!
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
for u, everything :D :D ih, ku rindu ko. rindu mua mu, rindu tinggi mu, rindu tawa mu. semualaaah
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
hahahahaahahahahah.
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
serious wah! palui
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
au waaah. i miss you juaaa.
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
so sweeet~ bh, tido th, akhr dh. jgnth fikirkn lu, rhat kan utk mu
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
ku tahu ko sayang ea, tpi ko misti sayang diri mu jua
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
:)
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
lyk nene ckp, jgn prnah nyasal sayang org, & lau papun trjd, doakn ea bhagia
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
ku tahu ea sntiasa d'ati mu, mudhan kmu bhagia, aminnnn!
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
maksud mu siapa?
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
pura2 tak tau pulak ye? sapa ko rsa? hahhahahahahhahahahah
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
tido tah sayang. hve a sweetdream & sleepwell. aku rindukan mu, muaxx. ily qah
badmood!. _Lina Nurfiqah says:
thanks nis. i am okay now, ilyt.
' -HS: _GreenJ3n3b3LL.2711## says:
:) atutah nmanya si Fiqah! bye
I've lots of great people in my life.
Thanks Nis, you are so sweet :D kan?
She is 13 years old by the way and she can understand me well.
I am glad that you are my cousin.
I don't have to talk in everything with them, but they can understand it.
People come and go,
but you still stay o_o
I am okay now.
Lets dreaming!
♥ until here....
♥written by yours truly
12:54 AM